祝大家冬至快乐！Happy Winter Solstice Everyone !

Yesterday, I bought the glutinous rice flour to roll 'tang yuan'with my two little pricesses.We use strawberry for the red and spirulina for the green. he he really 'organic'. They love do that just like they are playing dough. (oppss forgot to snap photo due to in hurry for the praying ceremony). I put for 'thian kong', 'Kuan Yin' and 'Ti Cu Kong' and my kids use their KFC bowl to put for their 'cor cor' and put their hand together and said :'Cor Cor, eat 'tang yuan' ya'. We miss them a lots specially in this occasion. They sure will be very happy in the land of paradise when they see what this two little cutie great granddaughters did for them. Yours one big and two little 'bak poh's really misss u. My two little princesses miss 'cor cor' voices and keep asking for paradise telephone number. 'sweet heart' mama also hope that paradise have phone number. Remember 'cor cor 'voice will always in our heart. Both of them always play 'pretend' and act like 'cor cor' voice and tone in Hainannese talking with their 'cor cor' through the phone. I am glad that this is their way to put their loving 'cor cor 'voices in their heart and mind forever. I told my two princesses Chinese beliefs that today is also the day we grow a year older. Wow ...they eat faster ...

Without both of you, where will be 'me' today.

Dear In Our Heart Forever.........12-10-2009

'Ah Kong'(Grandpa) we miss you......

Amanda : MaMa why can't we call 'Cor Cor' (Great Grandpa) phone in Heaven.

Me : Sob...errr cannot

Amanda : Why?...i miss his voice

Amanda : Can 'cor cor' come back?

Me : Cannot

Amanda : Why ?

Another conversation between me and Amanda that really melted my heart when we visit 'cor cor ' in Nursing Home. She called that Daycare like her kindy. Both of them dislike Daycare in kindy. Like all kids they wish to go home after school.

Amanda : MaMa, when you are old I will not place you in 'Daycare'.

Me : Why?

Amanda : Very Kesian(Pity)

Me : But you need to work and nobody can take care MaMa that time.

Amanda : I will 'buy' one Kakak(Maid) to take care of you. OK.

Me: Oh ..it's really melted me. So sweet of her.

They follow me stay in Daycare when I need to work previously. Because of my kids I give up work in daycare. They deserved to have their carefree childhood.

Amanda asked me thousand of why when she miss her 'cor cor' (slap forehead)

"Nursery Home' for old age

We went to Penang happilly but back sadly. We went to visit my paternal grandfather who are 100 years old and just being place to 'Nursing Care Home'last week. He dislike that place and keep asking us to bring him out from there. He hold my hand and I really cry wish to bring him out but I unable to take care him alone with 2 kids and job on hand. I told him secretly that I will try to do arrangement to move together with me to KL and take a maid.He noted and said OK. He told me that he will pass away very soon and I ask him why with tears again. He just told me that everybody will go through that when you get old. When I update this half way around 5.00pm in the afternoon, I received a call from my cousin that Grandpa stop breathing and passed away peacefully. I miss him lotsss but in the other hand I also do no want him to suffer. I am glad that he go peacefully. Amitabha.