New family member on the way..........

Will like to take this opportunity to officially announced that I am now 13 weeks++ and our new family member on the way and will be here to say Hello on December.

Road Gangster in Sabah

Gangster Car......that i met this afternoon



Bad day...I meet with a UNREASONABLE road gangster. His Toyota Hilux bang my little Viva back when his reversed his car, fortunately my car was safe and of course his big stupid car was safe and sound. Actually, this minor case can be solve by simple word 'Sorry' because both side car also no damage.But unfortunately this stupid unreasonable, uneducated road gangster knew that he is wrong and without understand situation just come out from the car shout at my friend seeing that we two women with two kids and he afraid that we will ask him to pay for damage and to act fearful will scare us and of course i also raise my voice.That stupid gangster even wanted to raise his hand on me.Very angry, angry...how dare him as a 'man' so rude...sure one day he will 'kena' with somebody same attitude with him...so bad ya..curse him woh....but really bad, bad man he is.tooooooo much. very scary too...pray that 'PU SA' pleasse let those devil away from me far forever...amituofo..very scary til I still cannot take my lunch til 3pm now.

I personally will like to take this opportunity to thanks a uncle that come out to stop the stupid gangster from doing rough to me.Thank you uncle and due to the situation i did not even thanks him personally.

Our Anniversary ---- We been together 12 years

This photo for decoration purpose only...because i love blue roses...i very 'kedekut'punya will not spend money for this..hahaha


Oooppsss- time really flies sooooo fast. 06061999 a date that I will not forget, still feel sooooooooooooo sweet til today.

hubby thanks for everthing.....I love you forever.

My stories.....after long silence

I miss my blog very much....I got tons of my princess stories to write but I can't. I'm not writing for about one and the half month. I been VERY, VERY sick in term of physically and mentally. My body and my mind cannot coordinate. What I wish to do or need to do cannot be done. When I really sick, I can't even talk...no energy at all and feel like die because very very difficult..cannot breath, cannot eat, cannot drink, there always something stuck in the chest that make me feel very uncomfortable and vomiting feeling always there at least 15 hours per day..any smells can kill me...smoking smell will be the worst(so I really hate smoker in the coffee shop at that time), perfume,powder, tooth paste, body shampoo and lots more.

How I'm going thru all this with a family to take care, my household, my kids and loving hubby. No friends, relatives to help.
FOOD - No food catering in Sabah like West Malaysia, so almost everyday 'ta pau' till my poor kids surrender because they not really use to the food in Sabah yet and me too.

HOUSEHOLD - My house in the mess at the beginning,floor not sweep and mop,wash room to be clean,dishes unwashed, clothes wash but still in washing machine, clothes not iron, and lotsssss...finally hubby help me to get a part time maid who come once a week to lighten me in housework.

KIDS - My poor kids really know their MaMa is very sick, their try their very best to do lots of things by their own but anyway they are only kids who are 7 and 8 years old. In the first few week, their really suffer...skin and hair problem...this might be the body shampoo are not clean and their long hair need help to clean. Please imagine............

HUBBY - My poor hubby everyday after work have to clean dishes, prepare dinner, guide the kids homework, prepare the kids to bed, boil water, iron his own office wear...at the end he overload and sick at once a week and still go to work. Every night, he will encourage me with a big hug and kiss and say ..'JIA YU...I love you' before go to bed even he is very tired.

Our life really in mess....I pray that I can back to normal soon. I got lots of stories to write down here....

Trip to Kudat - Tip of Borneo

Last Friday was a Public Holiday in Sabah (Good Friday) so Hubby plan to bring us to Kudat (Tip of Borneo)it's about 3-4 drives from Kota Kinabalu.

A small town with very simple and peace life, no Mcdonald,Pizza Hut, 7 eleven or cinema there. Nice and Excellence sea side. The only things we are facing 'jalan-jalan susah cari makan'. Luckily there is a KFC there to solve our Lunch and a restoran named 'Floating' for dinner.









Nice sea side in Kudat and along the beach there are few stalls selling nice and special shells. My girls so impress and we spend around RM25 for that....






On the way to Kudat, we drop by to 'Gombizau Kampung Madu' where they produce honey in a small village in tradisional way and making 'Gong' as part of their business.








Some photos when we are at Tip of Borneo.. Brenda (Jie Jie)was standing on South Cina Sea and Amanda (mei Mei)was standing on Sulu Sea.





On the way home, there are many traditional stall selling 'jagung bakar' due to the hot weather we buy fresh coconut juice.

Brenda 8 years old birthday !

My little princess is 8 years old today. We plan for her a susprise birthday party just four of us. She did told me that she wish to have lots of ballon
decoration during her birthday.

We send her to Art class as usual and go back to do decoration then fetch her as usual and pretend that we forgot everything with apologise. She feel so sad in the car that we pretend that even forgot to collect her small cake.

She really susprise and happy when she step in the house. HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR LITTLE BRENDA MAY HAPPY AND HEALTH ALWAYS BESIDE YOU.PAPA< MAMA AND AMANDA 'MEI MEI' LOVE YOU ........

Long Silence....Long stories

(My poor Amanda hand in bandage with needle inside for 3 days...really pity her when in pain)


I did not update my blog for about two weeks. My little Amanda was very sick and almost hospitalise for operation. We all are so worried, sad and tired during this two weeks....with tears and sweats.

During the one week school holiday, my two sweeties was down with flu and cough so as
usual I bring them to Klinik Kesihatan and due to the doctor careless , she did not check their throat even they claim pain. She only give them flu medicine and a gargle medicine.Brenda recovered and Amanda too but off and on she told me that still ' pain pain' throat so I thought that due to the hot weather few day and continue with flu medicine for her and herbs too.

On 22nd March night, my little Amanda did claim that she has sore throat and her neck was pain.. I gave her paracetamol and flu medicine and told her will her to see doctor early morning but when she wake up on 23rd March morning, she was in high fever and her neck was so pain till she can't move her neck, I quickly rush her to clinic but after the antibiotic for 2 round (morning and afternoon) she still very pain with high fever. I knew something is wrong and Hubby quickly drives us to child specialist and the doctor said her lymph was swollen and change a stronger antibiotic for her. On the second day, my poor girl vomit badly and still very pain and fever still there. I quickly called doctor and again bring her back to that clinic. On the third day morning, I called the doctor and told him that my girl still in pain and again he ask us to bring back to clinic then I feel that is not right because every time bring we have to pay hundred over ringgit and my kids still in pain.

We quickly rush her to another doctor that recommend by my hubby friends. The doctor said he need to know what make her lymph swollen so need to rush to hospital for ultra scan and the report showed that her cervical lymphadenitis shows liquefaction. This doctor refer her to mouth, throat and ears specialist that need to give her antibiotic in jab every 8 hours, hope that the antibiotic works or else need operation. She suffer and cry badly due to the pain of neck and the needles make her cry till 3 days continually nightmare. My heart so pain and we even have to wake Amanda and Brenda up in 2am to sent Amanda for jab in hospital because we prefer she rest at home. Amituofo...after 6 rounds jab(3 days) and 5 days oral antibiotic she recovered.

On the 28th of March, she even sits for exam with needle in her hand and still on antibioctic. She pass her exam with flying colour with 3 papers 100, and 2 papers 99.(Amanda,Mama so proud of you) Her headmaster allow her to go home for rest when I send 'jie jie' to school and pass her MC to school. She told her Headmaster : 'May I try to sit for exam, please.'There are few studends who are not well too so the school will arrange that they will sit for exam then go home early once completed the papers.