My 32 wks check up...new gynae

Finally, after discuss with hubby we decided to change gynae.Hubby also decided to let me deliver in that hospital after we had a wad tour this afternoon.

I told the new doctor about my tiredness and some problems that I am facing. I was advise to take more rest and do less heavy work due to my placenta position quite low. The tiredness that i am facing may due to my iron level low and i must take more iron tables and change multivitamin for me that more easy to digest.

My weight : 63.4kg

BB weight : 2.0kg

My 30 wks check up...

A very fast RM80-00 check -up without any vitamin...NO PHOTO again Grrrrr...paid for RM100 for the CD already second time ...doctor just give me reason "too crowded inside can't see clear".

My weight : 61.8kg

BB weight : 1.44kg

I am so worried tht BB only gain 150g for two weeks and doctor said is ok..????

I did not even have change to see my BB photo and situation...the doctor only scan for few seconds with no words then ok....it's really make me feel like changing doctor already....

I am the one keep asking...after scan he will only said " see u next 2 weeks time". If i did not ask the BB ok kah? what the weight? i will be go in like this and come out like that paying RM80-00....

My 28 wks check up...

My appointment is 8am today but I left the clinic at 10am...because today really good day that lots of 'delivery' case..my doctor very busy til did not take baby photo for me , after begging..doctor only save a photo shown baby back bones..sob sob.

Doctor told me that everything fine and i have to come for check up every 2 weeks started next month..yahoooo i can see baby more frequent but poor hubby need to pay the BILL loh...

Mama weight : 61kg
Baby weight : 1.3kg

Our 24wks BB photo

My weight : 57.9kg
Baby weight : 744g

Doctor said my blood pressure are normal...baby growing well. I need lots of rest.


This is a back dated post on 03-09-2011. My 24wks check up after came back from our Sandakan Tour because I was almost 'pengsan' during the tour due to over exhausted and walking....my body are weak too.

My tummy during 23 weeks and 2 days.....

My tummy will be 1cm extra large during nite time compare to day time. This picture taken around 9pm yesterday.....

New family member on the way..........

Will like to take this opportunity to officially announced that I am now 13 weeks++ and our new family member on the way and will be here to say Hello on December.

Road Gangster in Sabah

Gangster Car......that i met this afternoon



Bad day...I meet with a UNREASONABLE road gangster. His Toyota Hilux bang my little Viva back when his reversed his car, fortunately my car was safe and of course his big stupid car was safe and sound. Actually, this minor case can be solve by simple word 'Sorry' because both side car also no damage.But unfortunately this stupid unreasonable, uneducated road gangster knew that he is wrong and without understand situation just come out from the car shout at my friend seeing that we two women with two kids and he afraid that we will ask him to pay for damage and to act fearful will scare us and of course i also raise my voice.That stupid gangster even wanted to raise his hand on me.Very angry, angry...how dare him as a 'man' so rude...sure one day he will 'kena' with somebody same attitude with him...so bad ya..curse him woh....but really bad, bad man he is.tooooooo much. very scary too...pray that 'PU SA' pleasse let those devil away from me far forever...amituofo..very scary til I still cannot take my lunch til 3pm now.

I personally will like to take this opportunity to thanks a uncle that come out to stop the stupid gangster from doing rough to me.Thank you uncle and due to the situation i did not even thanks him personally.

My stories.....after long silence

I miss my blog very much....I got tons of my princess stories to write but I can't. I'm not writing for about one and the half month. I been VERY, VERY sick in term of physically and mentally. My body and my mind cannot coordinate. What I wish to do or need to do cannot be done. When I really sick, I can't even talk...no energy at all and feel like die because very very difficult..cannot breath, cannot eat, cannot drink, there always something stuck in the chest that make me feel very uncomfortable and vomiting feeling always there at least 15 hours per day..any smells can kill me...smoking smell will be the worst(so I really hate smoker in the coffee shop at that time), perfume,powder, tooth paste, body shampoo and lots more.

How I'm going thru all this with a family to take care, my household, my kids and loving hubby. No friends, relatives to help.
FOOD - No food catering in Sabah like West Malaysia, so almost everyday 'ta pau' till my poor kids surrender because they not really use to the food in Sabah yet and me too.

HOUSEHOLD - My house in the mess at the beginning,floor not sweep and mop,wash room to be clean,dishes unwashed, clothes wash but still in washing machine, clothes not iron, and lotsssss...finally hubby help me to get a part time maid who come once a week to lighten me in housework.

KIDS - My poor kids really know their MaMa is very sick, their try their very best to do lots of things by their own but anyway they are only kids who are 7 and 8 years old. In the first few week, their really suffer...skin and hair problem...this might be the body shampoo are not clean and their long hair need help to clean. Please imagine............

HUBBY - My poor hubby everyday after work have to clean dishes, prepare dinner, guide the kids homework, prepare the kids to bed, boil water, iron his own office wear...at the end he overload and sick at once a week and still go to work. Every night, he will encourage me with a big hug and kiss and say ..'JIA YU...I love you' before go to bed even he is very tired.

Our life really in mess....I pray that I can back to normal soon. I got lots of stories to write down here....

New Year cum Valentine's susprise...

This is actually back dated post..but I want to keep this sweet memory in my blog. I believe this memory will be very , very sweet when i read that it in my old age...ha ha ha...

Few days before CNY evening, I received a call from hubby that he will back late tonight due to workload.He back around 7.30pm that night with a very touching surprise for me...a gift for me due to my hard work for the kids....I drive very frequent sending kids to school, extra class, ballet class, market so I get sun burn and caused my skin colour uneven. Hubby said...pity me woh and this is what he can do...very touching loh...dream also smiling that night..he he he

Another gift is for our valentine..... 2 new mobile phone(One for me and One for Hubby). Thanks Hubby ...love you forever.

My Stories - Childhood

Yesterday, I just have a chat with my kids drawing teacher about children, childhood. I told her lots of my childhood and she advise me to put it on blog as a sharing. Ya ! I am going to start with this wonderful lady in my life without her where am I ????? oppss my camera out of battery..post the photo later.

Just a warm up for my stories first.............
My parents divorsed when I am about 3 years old and my only sister about 5 years old.

................to be continue

This photo of my dearest 'po po'(grandmother) who take care of me since I am born. She passed away when I am 12 years old. She is mother of my father. Beside her is my dearest 'Ah Kong' (grandfather) who already 100 years old. Without them I would not feel there is love in this world. I miss you 'po po' and love you forever. I am now a mother of two wonderful angels.

The main purpose I wish to put up this stories was to tell all married couples , to be married couples and everybody....divorsed between two person will be as easy as sign a documents but the hurt by "distroy" the children only Home are forever and life. I go through that and it is painful, really pain.

When my grandmother passed away. I am totally lost....Daddy already had his own family with stepmother , step brother and sister. Mummy also had her own family and kid. They all are stranger for me. I only met daddy once a year during Chinese New Year and see Mummy twice in my past 12 years. Which relatives wish to take this 'burden'(me).....Oh ya actually my mum and dad do not love me since I am young because understand from other I am not lucky star who bring good luck for them. They believe the born of me cause their divorse.

I still remember once I went to mom and dad house to have few days stay before they divorse , I and my sister are watching TV and suddenly the TV face technical problem. My mother punish me to stand outside the house (flat) with the door close and not dinner for me. I do nothing. I have my dinner in my neighbour house that day. There is lady 'kesian' me. She know lots story about me.

Still lots but until here for today. I am tired...he he(need a nap)